it’s been awhile… 4 years to be exact. I started this blog my freshman year , I have now graduated and will be a freshman in college. Decided to use this blog throughout the year and if it does well , then i’ll continue it throughout the other years.
Reality
They try to knock me down like a crane trying to knock down a building .
Try to make me crumble like the first piece out of a freshly baked cake but the question is how much more can I take ?
how much longer can I stay awake? Because it seems like everyone around me is fake .
from family and friend to law enforcement and government
you see living free was never meant they try to kill our brothers like it’s the only way to settle it
they didn’t want me to tell it so therefore imma yell it.
My ancestors didn’t die on their lands for our lives can end up in the white man’s hands
I have a freedom of speech but that means nothing when you have the freedom to kill me
i surrender with no fight but you still kill me with all your might
did you do it because you had too or is it because of what’s in plain sight tell me is it because i’m not WHITE!
You pin me down to the ground and i continue to shout i can’t breathe but you still shoot me .
you pull me over for a tail light but i ended up in a casket after 3 cold nights.
Yelling police brutality seem like the first way to go but they’re not the only ones killing did you know?
Trevon Martin shot and killed for a hood and arizona where are the real police when you want em?
I’mNot sorry to say this but im tired of them f*cking cages.
We’re just trying to survive the teacher asked the little black boy what he wanted to be when her grew up and he said alive.
Martin marched for equal rights but f*ck that cause we’re ready to fight.
It’s sad we walk out the door and wonder if we’re gonna come home at night.
There’s just no such thing as right simply because we’re not white.
Fresh eyes
As she twirled into a circle under his arms he noticed how beautiful she was and how she was now his , seeming that they had finally tied the knot. “ your so beautiful babygirl” he said twirling her. “ oh yea ?” She said looking at him. “ I can’t tell you how beautiful you are” he said looking deep in her eyes. “Why don’t you try.”she said as she pulled him to a room full of mirrors. “I got these fresh eyes, never seen you before like this My God, you’re beautiful It’s like the first time when we open the door Before we got used to usually might seem superficial, stereotypical, man You dress up just a little and I’m like,Oh, damn” he said as they giggled. “Appreciation, well, it comes and it goes But I, I’ll ride that wave with you It’s human nature to miss what’s under your nose ‘Til you, ’til you remind a fool” he said with a smile. “ I’m glad I said I do “ she said as she took his hand guiding him back to the reception. “ so am I” he said gladly
Nothing in this world
The look in his eyes told her how much he really loved her. She looked do as he held her hand. “ keke I love you so much , i “don’t want to live without you” Avant said as he looked into her eyes. “ Avant I love you too and i don’t wanna live without you at all.” keke said as a tear slid down her face. He pulled her into a warm hug as they looked out at the sunset over the ocean. “ where do you see us in a couple of years?” keke asked as she settled into his arms putting her head in his neck. “ Well i can picture us running in the rain after a movie then we spark a flame , you know how i love it when you scream my name. We going 60 in a 30 lane. Then we pull over to the parking lot in the park that’s my favorite spot doing just about anything , we’ll be going until the birds sing.” he said kissing her neck. “ What about you ? ’ he looked down at her.
“ well i can picture I can picture us in the living room By the mantelpiece And you’re tellin me you’re lovin me With your hands on my thighs While I’m starin in your brown eyes And the expression on your face Is telling me you want more than a taste So tonight we’re going all the way We’ll be lovin til the break of day” she said turning to him. “ that sounds nice although i’m guessing that won’t happen since you’ll only do certain stuff for me.” he said with a chuckle. “ There’s nothing in this world I wouldn’t do for you boy I don’t care what the others say now that I got you babe ” I smiled . “ No one can bring me joy like you girl All the little things you do It’s all about you boo” he said as I unwrapped my scarf. “ you know what i’m tired of waiting, i think it’s bout time that i make you mine” he said grabbing her hand. “ well what you saying to me boy come on break it down” she said as she looked him in the eyes. “ to find another like you will be a life time.” He took her hand getting on his knees. “ i think i see where you going baby let it out let it out!” she got excited. “ listen to me baby i got something to say” is it really what i think don’t take all day.” i said as a tear slid down my face . “ forever is what i wanna give to you what do you say ?” He said pulling out a ring . “ Baby i dooooooooo” i said jumping up and down. He pulled me into a hug as i kissed all over his face . I pulled and looked into his face . Realizing i really didn’t wanna live without him i was in love and he loved me back. No one could take this love from me. No One.
you see it
The twitch in his eye
You know you see it
You can not lie
He works a 9 to 5
But he does over time
A quarter to nine
He’s certified to carry a gun
And he’s killing niggas just for fun
He doesn’t know what has gotten into him
But the dots in his heads aren’t connecting
You see it , you see it
You know u see it x6
He wants to stop but he knows he cant
Empting he’s emotions in a beer can
On the job men are on the run
But he’s only killing the niggas
Just for fun
You see it , you see it
You know u see it x6
Kehlani – Sweetsexysavage
Kehlani released SweetSexySavage on January 27,2017 by Atlantic Recorded. She was nominated for the best urban contemporary album at the Grammy’s. Featuring the singles, Crzy, Distraction, Piece of mind, and Etc. It debuted at number three on the US Billboard 200. “Crzy” and “Distraction” peaked at number eighty- five on the Billboard Hot 100. Distraction also collected 3.6 million streams.
SweetSexySavage earned 58,000 equivalent album units.Kehlani did an amazing job on this album. I love it. I’ve listened to almost every song. It was like I could almost relate to most of the songs. My favorites are Distraction, Everything is Yours, In my Feelings, and Keep on. Plus the fact that she wrote her whole album except the intro without no features is incredible. I just hope that she keeps going in the same direction with this beautiful music and make many hits in the future.
Contagious Love
ZARA’S LIVING ROOM
Zara and her best friend Kayla were sitting in her living room sipping wine as they talked about Kayla’s love life.
KAYLA
“So when are you going to get a man Zar? You’ve been single since Danny died.”
Zara shifted in her seat becoming uncomfortable with the subject leading to Danny.
ZARA
“ Honestly K I just haven’t had the time to be going on dates and stuff. “
Kayla slightly shook her head at her dear friend who had been single for 3 years.
ZARA
“ When I find the right guy then maybe I’ll date him and we’ll live happily ever after.”
The two laughed and continued their night of enjoying themselves.
WEEKS LATER – STARBUCKS
Zara waited in line as she ordered her favorite drink as she heard a man behind her order the same but thought nothing of it. She continues to busy herself on her phone until the cashier called her order. Her and the man reached at the same time . she quickly withdrew her hand and t]he made eye contact.
JACOB RAMIREZ
“ I’m sorry miss , here you go”
He handed Zara the cup of ice coffee and smiled at her
ZARA
“ oh no its not problem i’ll just wait on the next.”
JACOB
“ OH no I insist , a beautiful lady like you don’t need to be standing around here.”
The comment made Zara blush as she took the cup from his hand saying a simple thank you . she began to walk out of the door halfway out when she felt a slight tug on her arm. She looked back to see the man again.
JACOB
Jacob chuckles
“ I’m sorry but I couldn’t help but notice your beauty. I’m jacob and I was wondering if i could get your number and maybe we could grab some coffee sometime?”
Zara smiled as she introduced herself to him and they exchange numbers.
MONTHS PASS – AFTER NUMEROUS OF DATES – Jacob’s house
Jacob and Zara had been spending a lot of time together. Today in particular the stayed in and cuddled. AS THEY WATCHED MOVIES the doorbell rung , jacob asked Zara to get
It as he went to the kitchen for a drink. As she opened a door she saw a woman dressed in all black with a angered look plastered on her face.
STRANGER
“ so you’re his victim huh? Be careful and go get yourself checked hun it’s not worth it.”
She handed her a card. Before Zara could even respond jacob appeared behind he. Zara put the card into her pocket moving to the side.
JACOB
“ what are you doing here sophia?”
SOPHIA
“ nothing , i’ve filled my purposed.”
Sophia walked off to her car but not before taking one last look at Zara nodding her head. Jacob closed the door grabbing Zara hand and pulling her towards the living room. Zara pulled her hand away.
ZARA
“ who was that woman jacob”
JACOB
“ no one zara , just a ex”
ZARA
“ and why did she come here “
JACOB
“ i don’t know and i don’t f*cking care stop questioning me”
Zara was taken back by his sudden attitude, but didn’t give up she demand answers. She began to keep questioning when out of nowhere she was struck down by jacob. She looked up at him while holding her face. He wasn’t the same jacob and she didn’t know where he went but she wasn’t about to stay to find out, she got up to leave when he pulled her back and threw her into the wall. She squeezed her eyes tightly together as he continued to hit her. Soon she was lying on the floor in a fetal position and he had finally stopped. She opened her eyes to see him standing over her sobbing.
JACOB
“ so i guess you’re gonna leave me like the others too huh?”
He walked away without saying another word . zara stood and grabbed her things slipping out of the house. She then arrived at her home , taking her time to get upstairs. She walked into her bathroom looking in the mirror. She only had a few bruises and scrates so far. Nothing somee makeup couldn’t cover. She then began to take her clothes off starting the shower. As she was getting out the shower the little card poking from her pocket caught her attention. She quickly dried off putting on her sleepwear. She took the card and called the number.
SOPHIA
“Hello this is sophia”
ZARA
“Hey this is zara you gave me your card at ja-”
SOPHIA
“Oh yea , what’s up”
ZARA
“I wanted to know what you meant by go get checked.”
SOPHIA
“ oh honey , jacob is AIDS positive and have been for the past four years”
Zara’s hearts dropped as tears started to swell in her eyes.
SOPHIA
“Hun are you there?”
ZARA
“I have to go”
Zara dropped the phone and rushed to Jacob’s house. As she pulled into his driveway she saw another car other than his. She got out knocking on the door, when the door opened she saw another woman in lingerie.
OTHER WOMAN
“ how can I help you?”
ZARA
“ who are you?”
Before the woman could answer Jacob appeared in the door pushing the other woman out of view.
JACOB
“ zar i wasn’t expecting you back today”
Zara looked at him as if looks could kill.
ZARA
“How could you? You were AIDS positive and didn’t fucking tell me1 you put my life in danger”
JACOB
“ a couple pills and you will barely know you got it.
He spoke as if he wasn’t bothered.
ZARA
“ do you even give a damn”
JACOB
“ on the bright side babygirl we can be together”
He went in for a hug and zara pushed him away. She slapped him quickly stepping back and walking away. As she got in the car she heard him yelling how she wouldn’t get away from him. As she pulled out she dialed up her doctor.
NURSE
“ Dr. Julio saldana office.”
ZARA
“ hi i need to make an emergency appointment to get tested for any stds.
NURSE
“ can you come in now and you’ll get the results next friday?”
ZARA
“ sure.”
ONE WEEK LATER – DOCTOR OFFICE
As they were waiting on the results DR.Julio came and sat down to talk to her.
JULIO
“ how are you feeling”
ZARA
“ great within the body but i’m a nervous wreck right now waiting on these results.”
JULIO
“ would you like to explain to me how this happened.”
Julio had been zara’s doctor for years and cared deeply for her and hated to see her like this. As she told him the story he wanted nothing more but to hold her.
NURSES
“The results are in DR.”
The nurse handed the envelope to him and he stood up and looked at zara. She gave him a slight smile. He looked at the results. Zara shook with nerves.
JULIO
“Zara your results came back (pause) negative.”
Zara let out a shaky breath in relief. Julio also smiled.
JULIO
¨ you know zara, we’ve known each other a long time¨
ZARA
¨Julio I know where you’re going with this¨
Zara knew exactly where julio was going with this conversation. He had been asking her out since she started being his patients two years ago.
julio
¨ zara you’re a lovely woman who’s obviously been hurt (pause) so let me love you (pause) the right way.¨
Zara paused. Thinking about the offer. The silent between the two became a little awkward.
JULIO
¨ at least let me take you out tonight.¨
Zara smiled hopping down from the bed grabbing her things. She reached for the door and looked back.
ZARA
¨ 8pm don’t be late¨
Zara flashed a flirty smile and walked out of the office. Texting her Kayla all the details.
MIDDLE OF THE DATE- RESTAURANT PER SE
Julio and Zara was having a great time. They had very much in common. They were all laughs until the devil himself walked through the the door. He smiled at zara as he kept walking slowly disappearing into the back of the restaurant.
JULIO
“Zar you alright?”
ZARA
Whispers
“He’s here (pause) he’s in the back!”
JULIO
“Calm down , if you wanna go we can.”
ZARA
“Please?”
Julio and Zara began to move toward the front to pay for the bill, as Julio were paying for the bill zara looked over to see Jacob standing on the other side smirking at her. She looked away and at him again, he flashed his gun and leaving but turning to blow her a kiss.
JULIO
“Ready?”
Julio asked snapping zara out of her thoughts. She shock her head yes. They got into the car and Julio took Julio to a cliff over the beach. They began talking and soon zara forgot all about the incident in the restaurant and spoke none of it to Julio. They ended the night as Julio walked her up to her door not leaving without telling her how beautiful she was and giving her one final kiss.
THREE WEEKS LATER – Julio’s home
Julio and zara had been spending quite some time together. They were so happy together and never thought they would have so much in common. They sat on the couch in Julio’s movie room. Zara got a text from her best friend asking where she was. Zara quickly shot her a text saying at JUlio’s and turning her attention to him.
ZARA
“So what’s your middle name?”
JULIO
chuckles
“victor “
ZARA
Laughing hysterically
“Victor?”
JULIO
“ what’s so funny Marie?”
ZARA
“ Julio Victor Saldana? It’s just funny to me.”
JULIO
“ oh yea?”
Julio began tickling zara and they fell on to the floor. They looked into eachothers eyes as they saw lust in them. He began kissing her profoundly, and then began to kiss her neck. She moaned out softly as he unbuttoned her pants…
3 HOURS LATER – HALLWAY
They laid in the hallway as they tried to catch their breathe. Zara turned and kissed him.
JULIO
“ you’re so beautiful.”
They heard a glass break in the lower level. Julio got up and putting his clothes back on.
JULIO
“ i’ll go check that out you sit here and continue to look beautiful”
Zara got up and went to his bedroom and laid in the bed.
The door suddenly slammed shut. Zara jumped up looking into the corner. Light sparked into flames and smoke came about.
KAYLA
“ you don’t know how to treat a good man when you got em zar”
She looked out and seen her best friend she became less frightened and more confused. Kayla pointed a gun at zara.
KAYLA
“ he loved you and you took advantage! now he wants you instead of me.”
ZARA
¨ thatś not my fault. I didn’t even know you two dated kayla!
KAYLA
Really? Thatś not what he told me. You stabbed me in the back.how could you?
ZARA
Kayla i don’t know what he told you but itś a lie. Kayla i would never do anything like that.
KAYLA
Yeah whatever
Kayla grabbed a hold of zara by the hair and dragged her down the stairs. As zara got downstairs she saw Julio being choked by Jacob.
ZARA
NOOOOO!
Kayla threw zara into the wall. Jacob tightened his grip on his neck and Julio began to slid slowly . tears began to fill zaraś eyes. Jacob then let him go and he fell onto the floor with a big thump.
JACOB
I told you(pause) you can get away from me. Zara i love you and you will forever be mine.
He went over to zara picking her up. He kissed her forehead before going over to kayla. He kissed her on the mouth. And thanked her . she smiled at him before turning to walk away. Before she could get away he turned and shot her two time. Zara screamed to the top of her lungs.
JACOB
Now we can definitely be all alone and live happily ever after.
ZARA
Fuck you.
Zara kicked him in the his lower parts and ran. He grabbed her by the the hair slamming her back down to the ground. She yelped in pain. She struggled to get out of his reach.
JACOB
So you’re gonna be selfish like the rest huh? Ive giving you everything. And now you think your just gonna leave me?
He struck her in the face twice .
JACOB
Since you wanna act like the rest. You’re gonna end up like the rest.
He got on top of her squeezing her neck. Screaming at her. She began to go in and out as she was on the edge of passing out she saw a blur of a person standing over them. She heard a big shot and jacob fell on top of her. She pushed him off as her vision can in . she saw Julio standing over her with a gun in his hand. She smiled as she seen his face.
ZARA
I thought i lost you.
JULIO
Iḿ a doctor i know how to fake death.
They smiled at each other and shared a kiss. But what they did not know Jacob last breath never came.
Melanie Fiona – The Bridge
The Bridge is an project that was sung by Melanie Fiona. This project was released August 31 , 2010. It was produced by Melanie Fiona, Andrea Martin, Rob Fusari, Peter Wade Keusch, Sidh Solanki, Vada Nobles, Bill Blast, Future Cut, Stereotypes, Dan Strong, JK, Jay Fenix, Affiliate. The songs on this project are “Give it to me right , it kills me , Bang Bang, monday morning , aye yo and teach me”.
My favorite song on the project is “It kills me”, this is my favorite song because it’s really catchy and smoove. This project is a mixture of songs from R&B to reggae, Melanie describe the project as pop soul. People who have listened to this project may say that it’s a sad album that makes you think of that one break up you had that hurted you to the core. Others may say that it was rather depressing.
On this project i believe the most popular song is “it kills me” only because it the most heard song that i know from Melanie. The project was released with universal records. The song “ give it to me right” was released in 2009 under a pop genre. The song “ it kills me “ was released in 2009 under a pop genre. The song “monday morning” was released in 2009 under the pop genre. The song “ aye yo” was released in 2009 under a pop genre.
The thin line between love and hate
I walk into The bathroom, and Strip out of clothing. I step into the shower and let the water hit my Aching Muscles. Since the Divorce, I’ve been feeling weird. Like I’m being stalked or watched .. I don’t know why. I don’t feel safe at all, I just had to leave him, it was time for a change, a new start. He was too controlling for me. It was rough trying to get out of our relationship but I got out, Even though the abuse. As I was finishing my shower, I heard weird noises. It sounded like “Footsteps “. I just brushed it off, Thinking I’m just Tired from rehearsing. As I’m getting dressed, I heard My door Crack Open. I think to myself “ Okay Janet, you locked your doors and you closed your door”. I then thought out loud and said “ You’re Crazy Janet “. …. “ Yes, Your are“. I felt a cold Metal Object against my Head, already knowing it was him. “ You’re Crazy, For divorcing me “. He says. I started to breath heavy and the tears and sweat started to drip. “Why??, Why janet ? why did you do this to me”? He says With raspiness in his voice . No words would come out my mouth , I was busy choking on my own spit . “I SAID WHY BI***”. …. That word , I hear once again … The same word I was called when I was pregnant with our Now dead child . Finally I Gained up some courage to say “ You didn’t deserve me ! , You Hurt me and made me lose our baby “. I say crying hysterically now …. “ I had to move on “. He chuckles and Takes the gun away from my head . “ I hear you got a new Boyfriend , And I don’t deserve you ? So what makes you think he does “? He says with range in his voice . I just sat there with my head down . And I really didn’t have an answer for that . “ I don’t know “. I say . “ I gave you everything , I Treated you like a queen baby , And You , Divorced me ? To go chase after another man ? “ He states , With a chuckle. I looked him dead in his eyes and said “ Now you know that’s not true”. I spat he Laughs “Oh really ? Then what is the truth “? He yells putting the gun back to my head , “Huh Janet ? What is the truth? YOU DON’T KNOW ! “. He wraps his arms around my neck now choking me and cocks the gun I fear of my life , No one is here to save me but me . “Please don’t do this “. I say Crying again . “ WHY NOT JANET “? …… I didn’t answer “ I SAID WHY NOT “. …. “ Because , I love you “. I say … he lets go of Me and laughs “ Bull crap , JANET , Bull crap “. I take this time to attempt to run and Grab me a Weapon , he chases after me , I finally hid in a closet in the hallway , Hoping he would pass me so I can get my chance …” come out little jan , Jan”. I’m breathing hard and sweating He stops at the closet I was hiding in and opens the door and *One shot , Two shot , Three shot*. “bYe bye , Baby ! I’ll miss you “. A lifeless body laying there Awaiting death , it had a little life left . “ please don’t do this “. ….. “ Bye b****”. And there goes the fourth shot , Dead ! , Walking out leaving It there to rot , I never looked back ! I accomplished my mission .
Finding Nemo
The movie “Finding Nemo was created by Pixar. It came out in theaters on May 30, 2003. The cast was Ellen DeGeneres, Alexander Gould, Albert Brooks, Brad Garrett and much more. They were Nominated for at least 40 Awards. Although 30 were won by different actors and actresses. The budget of this movie was $94 million but it went to the Box office for $940.3 million. Finding Nemo was given a 99% and average rating was 8.7 out of 10 in Rotten Tomatoes. Studies say that Finding Nemo was disappointing by Pixar standards, although I disagree.
The story starts off with a sad, heart touching beginning when Marlin’s wife and all the babies except one, is eaten. That’s when Marlin first started connecting and protecting his only son, Nemo. When Marlin lost Nemo, that’s when he meets a confused, forgetful fish named Dory. Together they were on an adventure to find Nemo.They made new friends. While Nemo was in a fish tank at a dentist and also making new friends. The dentist was trying to get Nemo to the “fish killer”, Darla. Finally, Dory and Marlin found Nemo. This film was both funny and entertaining.
Writers By Passion 